Happy Mothers' Day , mum.
I Didnt see my mum for almost 6weeks, For work & for my man sake .
Got a sms from Jos, my elder sis, saying how disappointed my mum is, for not getting anything on this special day. I went back, and had a nice dinner with her & Ky. I felt damm guilty..what had i been doing for past 2 years?
.
.
As usual, she cant help but asking me ' is all this worth it ?'. i cant answer her question, i feel just like crying..telling her how miserable i am. Vivi asked me this question that day too.. she ask me if i am trying to proud God wrong. If not, what is it that i wanna prove?.
.
.
i believe that he had changed. To my observation, at least a little.
But i was absolutely sadded when he sneak out while i am bathing. without even telling me .
-where are you when i needed you most?
-where are you when i am down with bad flu?
-where are you when bitches haunt in my world ?
[i cant control what bitches wanna do, but i am absoutely disappointed in your reaction]
