Tuesday, June 3, 2008

nothing else matters



nothing else matters... says : tian.


†!@n™ - yes? chuan?


nothing else matters... says : i m very very very Sad now


†!@n™ - says : why is tat so


nothing else matters... says : i felt so betrayed


†!@n™ says : the cause of the prob i think i know


nothing else matters... says : i felt tat i m wrong


nothing else matters... says : i felt tat carring for a person is wrong. loving a person is wrong.


sacrificing for a person is wrong. all my doing is wrong

nothing else matters... says : but i USED to think tat i m right

nothing else matters... says : i cannot tak it le..

†!@n™ - says : omg.

nothing else matters... says : i wanna jus end this

†!@n™ - says : sometimes oreal like this happens de

nothing else matters... says: i dunno how i can take it

†!@n™ - says : hw u intend to end this

nothing else matters... says : it will soon be over. but my frenz will all sure be Angry with me

†!@n™ - says : why is tat so what are u trying to do?

nothing else matters... says (7:17 PM): soon u will know

†!@n™ says (7:17 PM): !!

nothing else matters... says : or perhap when u noe..u will be angry too

†!@n™ says : tell me pls

nothing else matters... says :

not now. i let ppl who care for me down.all of them ..my bf.. my family .. i have been foolish for so

long

†!@n™ says : dun try to do anythin stupid

nothing else matters... says : 谁懂我多么不舍得

nothing else matters... says :

i used to say..loving him i will do everything i could ..even if what bring him happiness hurts me. i


will endure as long as i could. but..i was wrong . it was me who do all this willingly ..no one ask me


to do it. all serve me right..and now. all i get is

{i don wish to see u actually}

†!@n™ - says : he said so?

nothing else matters... says (7:24 PM): yes

†!@n™ - says : T_T

nothing else matters... says :

i think i m too extreme, giving pressure to the person i love when i m too devoted n perhap he


cant brEathe ..he jus wanna break free .

i was wrong in so many thing.

For him, bringing a gal home is not wrong. getting to gal to cook home cooked food at his


house is not wrong ..hugging another gal is not wrong ..seeing another gal daily is not wrong


matters... saying i love u to other is not wrong

all becos i never meant anything to him at all ..all these while.. 12mths in exact. i was jus a frenz.


a maple frenz, how silly i have been?

nothing else matters... says (7:28 PM): its jus izzy the DK issnt it?

nothing else matters... says : it wasnt chuan

†!@n™ says : u think so? or he said so

nothing else matters... says : i feel it

†!@n™ says : a waste of time